This week has truly been the week filled with ups and downs. Fortunately, the ups = the downs.

To begin with, as soon as I posted my previous post, which was Tuesday morning. My sister came asking me whether I wanted to accompany her to the place-for-sick-people;hospital. My dearest brother was under observation. Was quite panicky, this is the first time ever since we were in primary school. So off we went. And they left me @ the hospital, yes, alone for the next 7 hours. Quite sad actually, I didn't know what to do. Wait? Should I take a little peek at him? Well sitting at the waiting area did got me thinking, way too much. Flashbacks, before falling asleep. I could have gotten a frost bite, thanks to the vvvvvv.low temperature.

But you know what? Somehow, I got closer to my brother again. Like yay! He bought prata for me for our lunch. And guess what, we had cooking session in the wee hours, cooking our favourite fried rice and nuggets. And there were music sessions too. Just like the good old days uh. I am thankful,happy that he's alright noe. Doing way way better. Let's just hope things stay this way, insyaAllah(:

So Wednesday, things got a weeeee bit better for me. You want to know why? Because pitch training was the bombbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbs. Being so so very smart, most of the girls didnt bring our change of clothes for training. So guess what our reactions were when coach kept training despite the heavy heavy rain? Crazy or what? But boy didn't we have fun? We were like leaking everywhere. Can squeeze water seh! Happy times. Sausage roll!
(:

The day ended on a sad note though. I'm just utterly dissapointed, speechless by whatever that has been happening. Fortunately, the brilliant plan of going to sentosa with lovely clown, tas, hit me. And yeaaap, we were off to sentosa the next day!

Every date with this special clown of mine is indeed memorable. Thank god the day was so so sunny, with no no rain. Well, this outing is overdued, like its almost been a year yea tas? Its amazing how she never fails to brighten my day, even though she's not having the best of times herself(: Thank you, you clown. I miss you so so so so much already. Won't you come and spend more time with me someday? I'll blog more about this, maybe tm or something, peeekchas included , I promise :D


Friday's training was the bomb. Two trainings in one day, crazy or what! Police training was fun fun fun. I'm super happy and gay, because i'm so in love with the coach! He's good. And super adorable! His catchphrase "Aduhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" and then he does some rocker-thing with the hockey stick. You tell me, cute or what? And he even signals to me in Malay during the game seh.
"Ahh Fazee, lari atas. Kiri kiri kiri! "

KitMan is the hot potato.
Brown on the outside, yellow on the inside.
Get it?


Today's outing with FFFF was a blast too, thanks to Chanel and Hilton who got this all planned out. Thanks also to the guys that came down to Chanel brother's shop. Funny fun fun fun times! I want some more. More about this another day. Peekchas is not with me.
(:


I hope you'll stay strong. I know its hard. But you know, someone once told me be strong for me and i'll be strong for you. And hey you, be strong for ___ and ___ will be strong for you too. Of course, i'll never stop praying for the both of you, may god soften that someone's heart. You know I'm always here, for you.
Don't forget to eat kay.
Love you.