You know? There were so many happy things to blog about:

1. Benjy's B'dae celebration @ Seoul Garden
2. Class chalet
3.First visit to munch(km's brother cafe)


But you know what?
I've lost it all, the happiness that I felt for the past 3 days in chalet,
i've said bye bye to them in
less than a day,
less than an hour.

You know? Do you know why?

Today was the official results day.
You know, somehow, we all knew it was bound to happen.
But no, we didn't expect it to be this .. bad if you would say.
I'm tearing, hoping only for the best.
Seeing an empty seat beside me wasn't a pleasant sight.
It felt so empty.
Empty, yes empty.
But only god know what was playing in your mind.
And it felt sucky knowing that I couldn't be of any help.

So I'll sit down, and say a little prayer.
For you, my friend.
Let's just hope things go our way from now on okay?
You stay strong love.


You know, I've been feeling very lost for the past few days.
I really have.
Especially when the others got drunk during the first night of chalet.
I felt lost.


happy sad happy sad happy sad happy sad happy sad happy sad



They say pictures say a thousand words,
but it left me with nothing but tears.
Of joy/misery? You decide.

You know?