A LONG POST. WARNING.

I remember being at the after-prom-party at this time last year, partying my life away. Well, that was the after life of a i-just-finished-o's student. Ahh, thoose were the days, weren't they? Who doesn't remember em', lovely lovely days? Sweet sixteen, well they always say. Sweet, yes/no?

Well, to start off, I remember having to suffer from a great great great fall a couple months back. Well, one of the greatest was in December of course. You know, till today, sometimes I would wake up hoping that it didn't happen, well at least I did for quite some time. I remember feeling very very lost, felt like god took the light away from my world back then.

Past few days weren't exactly easy to go through. But reading through the old posts back @ my old blog and the current one did help. Well, the days away from this computer did help, thank god(: You know, life has always been full of ups and downs, so they say. But i'm really thankful, recalling all that has happened this year, I realise that no matter what, I always had someone there for me(well,most of the time), to sit me through the unwanted parts.


Our favourite photo, cause we look kiddy, means young seh..

To begin with, I met this pretty someone who lives just a few blocks away, and that girl is Miss Chanel Yong Kit Man. I remember the days girl, those talks we had @ the bball court. The sorrows and joy that we shared, I'll never forget em'. You know, I thank god, that we got this close after almost ten years of knowing each other. Girl, please know, that I'll always be here for you, no matter what. And yes, I enjoy the times we gossiped, talking about h for heartbreaks(oops). There's only so much I can do, but here's a thank you just for you.
(:



FFFF with personal photographer, Mr EK.

And then I got pretty close to my 3 other quarters in school. FFFF. KitMan, LJ, Nicole, you guys will always be the happiest bunch of people I know of. Happy, I like. Though things may not be the same anymore, you know, I hope we'll stick together as one kae, no matter what. Because you girls make Pj a whole lot happier place to be in. Four Forever Fat Friends, see the word forever? Cause we'll forever be there for one another, yes? Here's many thanks to the three of you for the awesome life I have in Peeeeej.
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I had my no.1 Benjamin Koh by my side, all this while too. You know, you're the first one who approached me ever since then. And you were the first one to show that you really care. You know, sometimes I forget all the worries I have cause whatever happened, it sure brought me this lot closer to you. And Ben, the times spent shopping talking walking nonsense-ing, they're really worth so much. The little things you do never fail to make my day, especially with your random smses. I remember when you told me this "When you free? One day I bring you go out, go play kae." That was then, when life was so sucky with school work being so unbearable. Thank you Ben, for you've never failed to be there for me.
Like you always say, you'll always be my baby!
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Also, not forgetting my brothersheeeps&sisterloves(?) From oldest to youngest, Ben, Augustine, Aizat, Alvin, Bryan. I really enjoyed myself just now. Thanks for spending my last sixteenth-year day with me you guys.You know, though we don't get to meet up often, I really love every single meet ups with the bunch of you, cause you never fail to make me smile each time.

To Bryan, the youngest one, thank you for every little jokes that you once made. Know that I'll always be here for you k, don't ever doubt that. Let's have more talks about A(You know who) No. where boy? Kidding. To Alvin, the slow one, Happy Advanced seventeen! 4 more days, you're gonna be one year older.To Aizat, the sachok one, its been quite some time since I last saw you. So happy to hear that you're finally with ... Last longggggg(: And hey, fireworks for your next b'dae. To Augustine, abang handsome!, thank you so much to you for every single piece of advice that you gave me. For the talks, you listening to my dreadful stories, thank you for always being there too. Hey, Iwill remember what you said while I was making my wish just now ah ... HAHAHA. May you get your license soon!
Stop smoking all of you, hmpigs!
(:


A special bunch of people who has always been there ever since way back then. They are non other than the e2 clique. Thanks Aida,Benjamin,Dianne,Diyanah,Hazlin ... for the every single meet up sessions , be it birthdays or just sitting @ mc' cafe. I'm so happy to see that we're all doing fine, in our different schools. Please keep in touch lovelies, for I never want to lose the few of you. See ya'll soon, chalet maybe?
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The three ultimate happy-pills, my lovely lunas, Aisyah, Chandini and Tasvita. The three of you have been vvv. wonderful indeed, simply the best girlfriends one can ever ask for. You know, though we can't meet up as often as we did, please know that I'll always be more than willing to sacrifice my weekends just so we can sit by the beach, or watch the stars. The talks that we have, you know they really are what I call girl-talk. Thanks alot, girlfriends.



To Aisyah, I'm so happy to see you so so happy with mataHARI. I'll always pray that the two of you last long ayte? For the priceless late night talks that we use to have back @ the playground , I thank you for never failing to lend a listening ear. Well please know that if you ever ever ever need a listening ear, mine's available alright? To Chandini, my Batok girl, I'll always remember the talks we have while heading back from wherever, especially from the MRT back home. Not forgetting, the countless times you say "You be careful ah. Dark seh, message me when you're home k" when we are parting. Adorable or what? And to Tasvita, my favourite clown in the whole wide world, hasn't it been a long journey? You know, I will never forget thoose times, fooling around on the phone, or a JE station, never will I forget you. You know, as we headed to different schools, you to JJ, me to Pj, I always thought that the distant between us would keep growing, so much that we're only drift apart. But you proved me wrong on Tuesday. The talks that we had @ your comfy sofa, boy weren't they enough to get us to where we were before we parted? Thank you Tas, for you've always been my pillar of strength, the one who knocks some sense into my head and the one who never fears to disagree when she thinks I'm wrong. You know I love you, and you and you.
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To mama papa kakak abang adik and bibik, I feel so blessed to be in this famiy.
OK, THIS ONE LATER.

Last but not least...
Syukur alhamdulillah to Allah for making it possible for me to celebrate another year of my life.
Alhamdulillah, to all the memory that he let me have. For even the bittermost memories had a meaning, a learning point, that kept me going. And for blessing me with my family, friends that I have. For giving me the strength even at my worst days, for keeping me strong. Insyaallah, i'll get stronger by the day with his guidance. Dear Allah, I'll be sitting for my big A's this year. Please keep me strong, away from all distractions, so that I can keep myself focused and make mama and papa proud.Amin.



So to you you you, anyone at all, I thank you for going through the year with me.
So here's to my seventeeeeen life(:
Seven-thin can?


Hey you, thank you for the email, for keeping to the promise(: Though reality was harsh at first, well i'm glad we're in talking terms at least. And don't worry, i'll stay strong, watch me. Fazee's strong kae..All the best, takecare(: